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My mum got back from her holiday yesterday and all she has done since she’s been back is lecture on me about how im not eating enough and ive dropped enough weight to send me back to hospital in a few weeks, i refused to drink the orange juice she poured me and declared that she will be making all of my meals (i managed to get her to only make me dinner) and i am to eat them, just enough to make me put on a kilogram

a

KILOGRAM

i had a snack of a matzo cracker (78cal), 100g of diet cottage cheese (75) and one beetroot sliced (45cal) and all i can think to myself is, is that i could of gone on until dinner without that, i am a disgusting human being

found a whole box of dulcolax mmmm gonna get this shit out of my stomach

can’t

stop

eating

feel

so

huge

I apologize

i’m disgusting